Friday, November 16, 2012

#muchlove


I hope time can be rewind.
I miss my friends in LUCT so much.
Was thinking of how we met, how they've changed my mind, how if I'm still there...

My ex-house-mate, Emelia and I used to walk and sit by the swimming pool and chitchat. Anything could be the topics. She's a sweet but pessimistic girl.

My ex-room-mate, Yuki told me horror stories and ended up both of us can't fall asleep then had a long heart-to-heart talk.

My ex-neighbourhood, Valerie is such an insane. I can be so crazy with her. We did all the silly things just to prank people and get their attentions. There will be full of laughters when she's around.

My ex-course-mate, Rathnam, an innocent but kind guy. He's so kind to feed the strange cats and donate to the poor ones. He liked to bring me everywhere to dine with him. I feel so sorry for him for being cheated by girls. He's the only guy in the world that I can talk openly and frankly with.

My best friend, Ree. The most memorial place for both of us is the Sushi King, Alamanda where we spent our time during break, shared our stories and sang together in her car.

And a gang of foreign friends. Hakim, my big brother there who appreciates our friendship so much. Mansour, the sweet and adorable guy! He's so ambitious and smart too. "Moo", a cute and shy guy who likes to play basketball with me and guess what he sang birthday song to me with Emelia and Valerie through the phone! Mustafa who likes to sing. Jon Ibrahim, the humour Chinese guy who likes basketball. Saeed! who likes to call me "princess"? haha. I can't believe that he's already doing Master in IT when he first told me. 
We liked to gather around the basketball court or swimming pool to talk, to sing, to learn Arabic and to share everything!
Awww... I really miss you guys. I feel so sorry that I can't make it to go back to Desaria.

Sleepless nights


I hate nights.
Hate sleepless nights.
I close my eyes but can't shut the tear barriers.


I'm not sad.
But sometimes, I just want to hide.
Hide those feelings somewhere deep in my mind.
Even I can't reach there.



Why can't we control our own minds from thinking too much?