Friday, August 10, 2012

Mr. & Elle: Torn - Day 6

"I don't know what we are. Sometimes I feel like we are friends, sometimes I feel like we are more than friends and sometimes I feel like I've never known you at all..."

Monologue by the girl.



She should...
Quit cheating herself that the best thing that could ever happen to her.
Quit cheating him of the same.
Fall hard, fall long and fall forever...

At some points, she has got to just jump. She has to quit from being scared of the "maybes" and "what-ifs".
Be strong, be tough and be brave.

Mr. & Elle: Torn - Day 5


No hard feelings, no one to blame. just two people who don't feel the same.
The further you drag, the deeper the scar...

Whenever she faces problem, the third person she thinks of always is him.
The first is the God, no offence; while second comes to her family of course.

He'll always stay beside her and support her no matter what, and she is kinda sure that it will never change.
However, she didn't full-fill her promises to him, she couldn't help him out when he faced problems or met obstacles... and she feels so sorry for that.

She is such an evil.

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Mr. & Elle: Torn - Day 3

To: You

    I'm not feeling good at all. You had paid off so many things just for me but I'm treating you in this way. What did I do for you? Nothing... You understand me so well, and I think I'm not that understand you in the same way, but I definitely know how do you feel always. You even tried very hard to let my family and friends to accept you, but why did I never think of... I'm so selfish!!!

By,
A selfish girl

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Mr. & Elle: Torn - Day 4

"Follow your heart," said by her friend...
But she doesn't even know what does she want.
It's either just go with it or leave it.

It's a hard decision, after one week, does she really can give him an exact answer?
No one knows, even herself but she has to.
And this week hurts both sides...

She cannot treat him like normal, it's unfair to him.
He has waited her for almost four years, and he's still waiting for her.
He's too good to her and she always thinks that she does not deserve it.
He has changed everything just for her. She knows...and that's why she doesn't decline him until now...

         

Monday, August 6, 2012

Mr. & Elle: Torn - Day 2

which one do you prefer

 

Such a pain...
After she sent the last few messages, she could feel the pain...
The very first time, but didn't know why.
The very first time she could really feel the pain physically.
  

So sorry...
It hurts.
She feels very guilty that she hurt him once again.
However, she does know that it hurts and she doesn't want to, she even feels the sadness every time...

Sunday, August 5, 2012

Mr. & Elle: Torn - Day 1



Because of Tarot, the girl or confident?
He's not confident in her?
He always thinks that she will fall easily to another guy?
Why doesn't he be more confident in himself and the girl?

He always asks her to follow a better guy if she meet one in one day.
She knows that is for her own good, he wants her to be more happy...
but how would the girl treat him in that way... she won't...
At the very first time, the girl ever asked him to find a better girl in his life and forget her.
She knows that she's not the kind of girl that he would like.
Of course he said he can't leave her....and the girl truly believes it till now.
But why can't he believes in her in the same way???

They are in different uni and this makes him feel that she will fall for another guy, but did he ever think of, the girl can think in the same way too - he's in another uni, he may fall for another girl... but she didn't and never, because she trusts him.

Maybe the problem is caused by the girl.
.....she never gave a certain answer to him.....


*This one week time is good to let both of them calm down and think over it