Lost

Down...down...down...
What should I do???
I don't know...

They thought they know me well, but they don't...
They thought I know them well, and yet, I don't...

I'm totally worn out after the major exam, so... GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!

I'm lost...

But now,

I know what should I do is to give you an exact answer.

I should stay at the original position and wait until another person to lead me out

迟来的一封信

尝为汝费思，
坚心被揉成丝。

风吹叶落虫鸣，
现吾孤身默聆。

爱如云烟，
愿汝只成依恋……

二零一一年九月二十二日

考场

邱    启

Bleeding Night

Tonight, the truth was revealed...
It's like a blade.

It's a revenge.
The way I treated them, just like the way you are...
Everything ended yesterday, silently.
I should be happy that I was awaken from the fantasy.
I can't force anyone to do anything, just learn to accept the reality.

Life is like a one way ticket.

The time can't be reversed.

Try to fulfill your life with happiness...

Happiness / Sadness

I was surprised when I saw the mail. Feel grateful when we are actually sharing days with each other :')
But then, I know that u will be happier if the one who received it wasn't me...

I fell from the heaven to the hell.
Why do u reveal the truth that I already knew but I'm just pretending to be don't know everything?
Try to hide all the truth so that will not feel guilty.

Be patient. Yes, I am...

I don't mind spending every night, waiting by the phone.

Reappeared...

Whenever I read the personality of horoscope, I'll read theirs too.

Tonight, I was totally mad.
I tried very hard to forget it but why did it reappeared ??!!
Tried not to read the post but failed...T.T
Tried not to talk about the girl but u started

How long could I hide all these??? I don't know
I won't show my feeling towards anyone...
Or maybe I don't believe in anyone in my life.
I was confused. Maybe it's not the right time for me to understand and get to know it.
I'm pretending again, pretending that I'm tough and could solve all the problems by myself even help someone I don't really care...

Ignore all the annoyance and enjoy speeding in the wind ❤

Ignorant

Every day it's all the same, frozen by the desktop screen, wait for something to change...

Off pc and focus on what should I.
I'm glad to say that you mean nothing to me from now on because I know that I'm not that important to you. Whenever we were talking, you'll talk something else. Know that it's not your fault =)
Time has gone, and the moment has passed.
Although I know I'll miss them, problems might be solved as time pass.

Spongebob... I need you now

Thanks guys ^^

Rainy morning - Segarian Idol Finale - 7.00~2.00

Another tiring day yet it's extremely fascinating  =D
Slept 4++ hours yesterday but can work 5 hours "partially-stop" and followed by tuitionS ^^
I think I can't live with a comfortable lifestyle because I'm a Workaholic. 
Or maybe I suit a busy life better. Lol...
I am not used to it when I'm just sitting still in class and doing nothing for club XDDD
Felt sad when leaving the school hall today...thinking that I gonna leave my secondary school life soon. (sentimental T.T )

Thanks to those attended to the Segarian Idol.
I do really appreciate your help. Grateful~  = ]
Sorry for coming late today XP
I'm satisfy with today's process although it's not perfect caused by some interlude. However, it's not anyone's fault because it's really unpredictable. There're always barriers to succeed. Lets learn from the mistakes~

Thanks for giving me another sweet memorable experience.♥ Love u guys ^^

"Retired"

I have been "retired" from LEO CLUB of SMK Seri Garing...
By the way, I will still provide service for the club ^^

Although it's really a tiring job for being a president of such an active club, but I did enjoy it.
It really taught me a lot and brought me up by carrying out the activities.
I had learnt a lot and made many new friends. Cheers~ C=

I went through many problems and did many mistakes.
However, mistakes make prefect!!!
There are obstacles on the way to achieve success.

Thanks to those helped me when I was in the predicaments. =]
I admit that I really didn't do well in the activities, I'm not satisfy with what I've done because I think I should did better and the best...
No one can be perfect but we can try to do our best~

Hope the incoming BOD can enjoy being the one who bring up the club, I know it's a tough job but I believe in you. I'm willing to lend my hands to you whenever you face problems  ROAR!!!

Hello ^^

Hello???
I'm wondering... Is there anyone viewing my blog?
However, thank you for it XD
By the way, I'm having this blog just want to express my feeling and share it~

*Please leave a comment or become the follower =D (at least say a hello LOL)
nice to meet you too~ tehehee

01.15a.m.

It's a quarter after one. I'm still alone but I do not need you now~

I do not need you now but hope I am the one who cross your mind at the every moment. ;D
Had I ever cross your mind???
For me it happens all the time...

laughter...
"These shouldn't have been happened..."
Encounter the wrong person, and finally fall deeply.
"All of the silly decisions are made in an impulse...IDIOT!!!"
But I don't care what they say, I'm really in it.

Thank you for ignoring me C=

Dizzy @.@

After went to the driving course, not feeling well...
Pity the uncle who teaches me~ I'm the one driving the car, but the uncle didn't feel dizzy at all xp
Feel like want to give up ='(

Smile ='(

    Frown and you frown alone, but smile and the whole world smile with you. Anyhow, I lost my smile...What happened??!!! Now...I could barely move my fingers on the keyboard to express my emoooooneessss. Nothing went wrong today and I don't know why I'm down in da mood today../
 

  

It's beyond the 10 words...

    Love is a meet, not manufacturing, not expected.
    At the right time, meet the right person and finally fall into it.
    We have been waiting, waiting for it a person...do not want to miss it but often missed. Laugh with a twist of fate still adhere to our expectations.
    It is a met, a difficult encounter. U have to believe it before you really meet it.

If you were given a chance, don't miss it or you may regret...

*Try to run away but I failed ='(

moody...

I should be very happy today, but I was not in the mood after tuition....
I did enjoy in school today because I went to school after recess XD
However, I just don't know why, I'm moody after tuition till NOW!!!

Met two F3 Aquamarine girls in library in this afternoon. They always think that Diamond is perfect and yet I don't know why I told a lot of grandmother stories to them =D....I think I have the potential to be a counselor ^^
Hope they really accept my advice although I know my advice not that important~

Do remember, everyone has his/her own potential to be what he/she wanna be =)

*sorry for being invisible "again" today...maybe I should surrender~

Dream

Just can't stop thinking of it.
Had a dream of it even I just take a nap.
However, I know it was only just a dream...

look at the sky and sigh...

Mr. & Elle

    She thinks it's her fault to help him through the wrong way, causes him to misunderstand...

    She did happy when he first expressed his love towards her. But unfortunately, he doesn't understand girls well enough. Now, she is too tired to reply his mail and annoyed by all those sweet words. For her, those sweet words doesn't mean anything anymore. She's now used to it and numb...

*Lesson to the guy: Don't ever express your feeling too obvious~

unrequited love

First meet =)

I'm not sure when's our first meet...A year before?
All I know is, our first talk is in (milky) 2011, Saturday...
First talk, at the staircase. I played a trick on you =D
First smile, on the road. You thought I never saw it, but I did =)
First chat, (vege-1)(14). Found a silly excuse to start the conversation. Just realize that I'm the one who always start the conversation...but now, I won't do it again. ohwyeah sweet teenage dream ^^


*Try to remind all the memories but I failed...

Pretending

    Sorry for pretending...I pretend to be cool when my sixth sense told me that it doesn't belong to me. I pretend to be good to solve the problems. I even pretend that we never meet. It'll never invisible for me...


=)  I mean nothing to you, but you mean everything to me.

*The fourth day never extend greetings to you...